Trust is an assured reliance on the character, ability, strength, or truth of someone or something...
"you said you love me..you said I'm your future...you said I'm your life...your everything but how could you still be "distracted" by her", she asked. silence. awkward silence. " i don't know", he answered quietly. more silence and the conversation slowly drifted until it was gone. a familiar pain pinched her heart. sadness and bitterness consumed her for the moment....then a blank wall....
"is the love i gave him not enough?" she asked herself. more questions. "am i not thoughtful and caring enough?" more rationalizations. " i do remember that i always make him laugh; i do remember that i always try my best to support him; i do remember that i try my best to be a "superwoman" but still....SHE still beats me." the green-eyed monster is slowly taking shape clouding her judgement. then lastly she asked, "what does the future hold now...will this be the ghost that haunts me?" then she realized she has an angel. she smiled faintly at him and said, "don't worry sweetheart, mama is here." a tear fell.
*written 07/01/07 01:40 am
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