the boss is sleeping like a babe. stillness. darkness. pitch-black. one can hear a pin drop as the old saying goes. sleep eludes me. when his heart wonder will he be able to lead it back to me. insecurity and doubt fill my heart. shall i look for a confidante? but where will i start? will i go to the same confidante but is she credible enough?five, six, seven laps. pant. breath. pant. do i still know how to swim?it was a long time ago. i miss the crappy pool. while i struggle for air, i see teach sitting quietly on her table. doing her usual things-reading, reading and reading. these maniacs don't have anything better to do than sit and gawk. perhaps he is still in the process of accepting his status. we only have been legally together for tin maand.lolo is hurt. I'm worried. i hope he will understand. temptation. amidst all the sorrows and pains, i know You will not forsake me. in all the uncertainties and troubles...
*written 03/01/07 06:24 am
